So who am I? I think that changes pretty frequently. Sure I have set likes and dislikes but I'll fully admit I'm not the same person I was at 15 or 21 or 25... I hope part of me has grown up a bit since then. I'm more secure with myself than I was at 15. I listen to girls on the radio bitch about their thighs, or their noses, or their body fat and I think I'd like to be a bit thinner or a bit more toned but I'm not as insecure with myself as they sound. I'm happy with who I am and if that's a bad thing so be it. I'm more mature than I was at 21. I know life is more than just the next party. I know its more important to stand up for what I believe then to go along quietly to make others happy. And since 25, I've learned not to be so naive. Your best friend can stab you in the back. You can work hard at your job and not get promoted. And the world doesn't always come out smelling like roses.
I like fashion. But I don't like spending money. I'm secretly obsessed with reality TV. I like to read and write and if that's dorky - I don't really care. But I also like the history channel. I've lived up north and down south but haven't really found where I want to call home. I have trouble making decisions. I'm indecisive at times. I like to try new things. I can be out-going but I can also be shy. I like to talk. I like to meet people. I'm a glass is half full kind of gal.
I don't like snakes. I don't like bossy people or know-it-alls. I don't believe in being pessimistic. If you think positive - good things are bound to happen eventually. I don't like being told what to do. I don't know what I want out of life. I hate math. I don't like having a budget set in stone - things should be flexible. Life is full of grey areas.
I'm married. I have a dog. I have a house. I like to be at home but I also like to travel and be with my friends. I get sad when all my friends go home - I think sometimes I'd be happiest living in a college dorm.
What I'm not - I'm not a socialite. I'm not rich. I'm not stick thin. I might love magazines but I've never been in one. I'm not that girl on TV.
So that's me. Of course, that could all change tomorrow. But that's the point isn't it - this is a journey. So, what are you like?
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